A Grandfather ……

There is something about the smell
It’s not particularly like the ocean
And it’s not just the smell of the land
but the combination that kickstarts the memory that calls forth from the deep, deep within
It’s the blue sky at the edge where it meets the trees
The heat rising off the land with a hint of cool fresh air just riding on the top
The song of the birds and sound of the dog way off in the distance
They bring me to you
I don’t understand that really, for I don’t have a vivid, single and distinct memory
Well maybe one or two
But they bring me back to you
This combination of visual and olfactory bring me to you
imagining that you are here with me
watching, protecting, loving
I imagine that if you were here you would be in your delight to get up in the morning, sit in the porch rocker and watch the goings-on
It would take you back to your yesteryears when you could take in the majesty of the similar around you and your own
I think my love of all of this came from you
As I walk the land I feel you walk beside me
As I touch their hide I feel your hand with mine
As I breathe into their nostrils it’s your warm breath breathing beside mine receiving theirs back as they blow
Even the common house fly reminds me of you
The days spent in your shop or store as you called it
The smell of the leather couch
The black, in the corner coal bin with the dust spread about the floor
The workbench and the swarming flies ignorant that their life is about to end with flick of the flyswatter wielded by a child who sees it as a game
They all bring me back to you
It was too brief my time with you
The ways of a child don’t yet know the wisdom of the man but somehow the wisdom of that man lives on
It is inside me and as the child grew so did the wisdom with the knowledge that I am not alone but that you are here with me